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Steph Speaks
Day 64, 15:40
Steph has broken down in the Diary Room after looking back at her experiences in the House.
She began by talking about how she was feeling about tonight. "I just want tonight to come now. I think I'm quite nervous because my stomach's not right. I've been to the toilet a couple of times."
Big Brother asked her what she was nervous about.
"Just leaving, and what it's going to be like walking out of the doors and that my jeans are going to be too tight. I didn't think I'd feel this nervous."
When asked if there was anything she could have changed about the House, her response was loud and clear. "[I wish] that there was one place you could go where there wasn't a camera, for a minute."
She went on to speak of what she has learned about herself in her time here.
"I've always thought I was a fairly strong-minded person and quite strong but sometimes - more recently - I've had reason to feel that I am not as I thought I was, but coming in here has made me realise that I am that strong. I think I know my own mind and I needed to see that and coming in here has [enabled that]."
Big Brother then asked her what kind of person she thinks of herself as.
"I know I need people round me - that I've got a sensitive side. There's part of me that cared about what people think but coming in here has made me realise that I don't really care."
But it was Big Brother's next question about what her highlights have been that reduced Steph to tears
"The tasks, the Reward Room, dressing up, putting on make up, being totally daft, the cabaret - everything. All these things you don't do at home. Even yesterday, we had presents, food and a surprise from home. That was lovely. I've really enjoyed myself..."
And at that, the Brummie broke down.
"Thank you," she snivelled. "Silly sod," she was talking to herself now. "I'm silly aren't I?"
"Why are you crying?" Big Brother enquired, kindly.
"It's hard to put into words. I feel like a right sap. It's been a roller coaster of emotions - everything coming to a head, seeing my family. Still being here is amazing. I feel chuffed. I feel proud. I feel excited. I feel everything."
She ended her marathon Diary Room session by talking about how much she is looking forward to seeing her folks. But at what time tonight will that be?
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